Never be lonely, because God is here.

I want to get over you. Jerk.

You are not worth my tears. At all. I want to get over you. I’m going to remove you from my heart and my mind. You are a blithering jerk.

I want you to regret what you have done. I’m going to change. Too bad you aren’t going to get me back ever again.

Toodles!

Changing.

This is going to be the start of my secret diet diary. I’m determined to slim down to 45kg. I’m going to get a new weighing scale first. My motivations for doing so:

1. Dance and Flexibility

2. Health

3. Clothes

4. Beauty, attractiveness?

What I’m going to do:

1. Fast recess (limit myself to 1 lunch per week)

2. Fast from unhealthy food (i.e. sweets, fast food, fats)

3. Run 5 rounds around Cashew Heights every day except for Tuesday.

4. Do 200 situps every day, and hand exercises for 15 minutes.

I’m going to stick to my plan. So damn you whoever is judging me. YOU ARE GOING DOWN

Tips from our own K-Pop Idols

geegee-figure:

Hyuna:

Take the stairs

Don’t eat foods with flour (no starch)

Eat small meals very often through the day (4-6 small meals)

Exercise = Dancing

Goo Hara:

Yoga workout for a slim waist-

Spread your legs a little less than your shoulder width and touch your knees together.

Sit with your back straight and move the pillow side to side.

Repeat this twenty times three times a day.

via geegee-figure

Just waiting.

Just waiting for you to reply but I don’t suppose you will reply soon.

I know you are busy, you say it on Facebook. I just hope that you had the same feelings for me as me for you. I really want to forget about you. I know I positively can. But you keep coming in and touching my heart again. You keep breaking my shell.

I really don’t want to be obsessed. The feeling of waiting is really torturous. I need you.

You are going.

I know you are going. It’s in August. Maybe it is really a good time to let go and let my hopes go down. The point is you keep lifting my hopes up. But it shouldn’t be the case because eventually you are still going to leave. What’s with all that delay and meet up and stuff? There is seriously no point for everything if all that you are going to leave me is disappointment and despair?

Just kill me now. Makes everything easier. I know I will be sad for a while, but I will get over it. Don’t keep building me up and then break me down. I will let go of the memories and pretend that nothing happened. In any case I have done this before. I know what to do. I will starve myself and exercise and meet new people in JC. I’m going to break out of this obsession and lead my life the way I want it to be.

Why am I sad? I am meeting you on Monday. But the thing is really that I seriously don’t want you to go.

Fine. If you want to, be that way.

Just pissed to the max at you. Switching back to tumblr for now cuz I’m really feeling super vulgar now and my blog is the world’s most unsafest place to say this kind of things but like seriously.

Last year, you touched my heart, toyed with it and grounded it to the bottom of the earth. I was in such despair I was crying every night and you didn’t even care for that matter.

And a few weeks ago you came back, you said you wanted to jam, you said you wanted to invite me to some band, you said you liked to text me, you said you would wait for my text. WHAT FREAKING HAPPENED.

Like seriously is it bad enough that right now I am always the one initiating the convos and you are just giving one-liners? I really feel like giving up on this relationship because it’s going nowhere. Now I know why there are people who hate you. Because you are seriously a hateable person to the max. I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you and I never want to talk to you again. Because you are a bastard. A freaking bastard.

Do you think it is very nice toying with a girl’s feelings? Really hate it that I am this way but you are the perfect example of a jerk. I’m tired. I don’t want to carry on any longer because you are just an insensitive freak who cares about your own interests. When you like me you do all for me. When you get tired of me you chuck me aside. SO BE IT, I DON’T WANNA GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE. I’m just going to freaking forget about you because there is no point like dwelling on this matter because you won’t even know what I am talking about cuz you are just a self-centred freak. Like seriously go shut your own ass I don’t wanna care anymore.

Hate it when you just completely change your attitude 360 degrees and expect me to remain calm about it. I don’t need you, I can lead my life alone, thank you very much. I am not someone you can just order around. GO AWAY PIG I DON’T WANNA TALK TO YOUR STINKY MOUTH

Yes you are busy. Go go go! Like I will miss you.